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In This LIfe, TherE IS NOtiNG BetTEr Than HAVINg SoMTinG to LOoK FoRWaRd to. I DefINITeLY FOUnd A PurPOSe Now... BEFOre I WaS LivInG LIFe day By Day, wishing tAt ToDAy WAs BEttEr Than YEsTErDAy NAd TOmORo WiLL B GreaTer Than ToDay. BUt NOw.... I do NOT HAV To HOPE... I wilL makE MY FUtuRe Days BEttEr. MakINg Amends whEre I can. I conTroL mY FuTURe DaYS Now.
AND So The TinGs ThaT I lOOK FoRwARd To is TO B BAck In SpORe is to spENd A DaY In wiT KHai. e LAst time I saw her was BeFOre ValEntinE Day. I scReW Up My valEntinE LAST YeaR. Now WHen I get BAck SpORe i Wana make UP FoR tat screw up... wAahhaha Bt BEfORe Tat... there is somting else i shud look forward to..... tat is being slapped by her. She didnt get chance to do it when we broke up.. So khai here is ur chance to hav ur slap on my face!!! BRiNG IT ON man!!!!
InSOMNIa!!! MAnY sLEePLEss NIGhTs.. I dO NoT know for sure WhY... But my speculation is Tat I tiNK Too MUch.... too mUCh OF Khai... TnKIn Wat cud b different, why did e break up happen.. n aso impatiently waiting to come bck spore.....!! URgH.. n of COZ... stressed up wit e expensive Telecom service in brunEI!! URGH.... DesPITe Having so manY TinGS On MY MInd Nw, I canNOt LEt it afFEcT anYtinG BEtwEEN Me N Khai. We R FrENs nw.. N so it shall be... UnTIl she is ready to accePT me.. I will not!! Ask Her to b wit me ever... It will naturally happen... Or so i hope it will... BUt iF it turn out otherwise.. i have noting to regret. Coz... atleast i noe i hav tried... n so... GOODBYE!!
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